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Music

Night at the Knitting Factory

Represent! Well met flat line
Raise the lows, Boy! Skim the highs
Touchless wash, the hands free flow
How do you do? I’m in the show
Where you been at? Spit me the spin
It’s loud, that sound, it ain’t no pin
Float in the go, surf ebb and flow
Through gridlocked sky the trumpets blow
You won’t come in, I can’t get out
Shake your hand? Too hip for that
Bob grin nod, get high, dance on
The sound expands then moves along
Meet Kelly, Ashley, Sara Lynn
And what’s-her-name and Uncle Flynn

It’s right there
Take it!
Hotter now
Take it!
Closer still
Take it!
Still don’t know
Fake it!

I’m in the now lost in the know
Fresh razor sharp, state of the art
Lord Lucifer with fiery wings
Sees angels, demons, common things
Spiraled rings, Boy! Mesmerize
Random rhymes, frustrated sighs
Livin’ thin, seekin’ the soul
The one, the two, the true zero
The few, the all, the them, the us
The constant crawl, the pressing crush
The blue, the black, translucent red
The noise, the flair, a dimming dread
Killer, filler, Thriller II
Why ask me why? What’s wrong with you?

It’s right there
Take it!
Hotter now
Take it!
Closer still
Take it!
Still don’t know
Fake it!

Step in step off, Boy! Race the pace
Another night, yeah! One more face
New night replace, chance gone to waste
Reverb with bass, transcendent grace
Escape life freedom, leave no trace
Bang on that bell, ring sacred gongs
It’s not quite right but never wrong
Think take a move, sink in the song
Black bishop glides, red king stands tall
The equinox, the bacchanal
The cone of silence, private hell
Belle of the ball, it’s 3 AM
Sleep through the light, it’s time again

It’s right there
Take it!
Hotter now
Take it!
Closer still
Take it!
Still don’t know
Fake it!

Near goes far, late night bazaar
Replant the seeds then reap the lard
Gold Zildjian splash, drone on guitar
Harmonize, Boy! Sympathize
Recent grads employment lines
Dollars, dimes, recycled cans
SUVs, white minivans
Memories of suburban haze
Concrete leagues of everglades
Walk the park for 30 blocks
Inverted clocks, low tick tick tocks

It’s right there
Take it!
Hotter now
Take it!
Closer still
Take it!
Still don’t know
Fake it!

Can’t go back, Boy! Can’t go on
One more night then 10 years gone
Whisky shot Budweiser chase
It’s not so bad don’t mind my face
The race is here, the finish line
The play by play, the booby prize
Refine, remit, reorganize
Peace joy love, bummed smokes outside

It’s right there
Take it!
Hotter now
Take it!
Closer still
Take it!
Still don’t know
Fake it!

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Verse

The Ballad of Rotten Bob


 

Killed a man
This afternoon
He made me mad
I did him in
Felt like a hero
Got a win
He asked for it
Too bad for him
I took my knife
(Where was that hid?)
Slashed and cut
Laid into him

Bathed myself in gore and blood
Let it go
Had me some fun
I realized what I just did
Felt kinda good
I’ll kill again

Don’t piss me off
Don’t sit and judge
You better run
I’ve got a gun
Don’t fuck with me
Don’t shake your head
You’re in my way
You’re one of them
I hear your thoughts
I see your deeds
I’m sick of you
Now 1, 2, 3

We all have bad days
That’s a fact
Maybe kind words
All we lack
But when I’m standin’
At the edge
Take two steps back
Or eat hot lead
Sorry Man, I shot you dead
Told you not to draw me in
First said “please” then “on your knees”
Asked you nice
Then pulled and squeezed
Tried to be a gentle man
Turned my cheek
And slapped your back
Seeing red
It turns to black
Now you’re dead
That’s what you got

I’m just a guy
With hopes and dreams
With hurts and haunts
Love, energy
With light and passion
Flesh and bone
Not a monster
Ain’t no troll
You’re in my head
You’re in my space
With my bare hands
I’ll break your face

Are you still here?
You’re not afraid?
Has TV made you act so brave?
Criminal Minds and CSI
Local News at 10 and 5
You’ve seen far worse then what I said?
Still you mutter
Shake your head
“Maybe he should mind his words
He needs a break
He should relax
No one needs to hear this crap
He’s lost his mind
A fucking mess”

So all is said
And you’ve replied
But still you think
What’s truth, what’s lie?
What do these lyrics say to me?
What part of this is irony?
The moral is
As morals go
An old one
And a simple truth
I’ll use small words
And talk real slow
Now open wide
And suck and blow

 

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In Your Neigborhood

Michael keens both tricks and traps
Michael hears the pealing bells
Michael sidesteps crafty webs
Michael strums his subtle chords

Clara keens and hears and steps
Clara plucks but plays tone deaf
Clara sometimes shades her view
Clara seeks a perfect fit

Jill sees what she wants to see
Jill hears music in the breeze
Jill follows rules and pretty lights
Jill dances, laughs and smiles bright

Zed crafts his world from still and dark
Zed may lead but won’t enlist
Zed minds not his Ps and Qs
Zed marches to his arcane rules

John wends his way on lonely roads
John leaves no trail in sand or snow
John asks “why?” from time to time
John hears “because” from earth and sky

Michael fears for Clara’s eyes
Michael thinks that Jill is blind
Michael ponders what Zed sees
Michael sees John through a fog

Clara runs at Michael’s pace
Clara idly walks with Jill
Clara thinks Zed’s lost his mind
Clara’s not sure where John is

Jill thinks Michael’s “one of us”
Jill envies Clara’s flair and grace
Jill calls Zed a “silly goose”
Jill doesn’t know a “John”

Zed likes Michael warily
Zed likes Clara too
Zed thinks Jill’s a lot of fun
Zed tells John his truth

John answers Michael “yes” and “no”
John notes Clara’s disdain
John rarely gets a nod from Jill
John whiles with Zed in dream

Michael thinks himself a god
Clara says “that’s how life is”
Jill peers in her looking glass
Zed doubts that he exists

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Verse

The Halls of the Deep Water King

Not knowing the time and blinking blind eyes
She awoke in a fright on a cool summer night
With a yawn and a stretch and a notion to rise
Finding the lamp bathed herself in the white

Her mind was still fuzzy, her focus at ebb
With her head on her pillow she watched the walls fade
The light became thin silken strands of fine web
That descended to ground of rough jade

Her bed now of twigs and of twine and of straw
She climbed from the tightly wove nest
For the sound of a faraway surf was her draw
And a path called her forth from the West

The narrowing path sharply dipped toward the lows
And to depths of she couldn’t quite say
To one side a cliff wall of onyx arose
To the other the earth fell away

From the cliff where she perched peering into the mist
Surveying vast shadows with hands at her hips
And holding one side of her gown in her fist
Licked the salt of the sea from her tingling lips

With a hesitant step towards her darkening view
She followed the path under shimmering black
Her way it was steep and her balance askew
But precipitous steps were her knack

The stars were a-glimmer, their message unclear
Strange patterns played o’er her head
The starlit walkway led through unspoken fear
Yet she thrilled at the slight sense of dread

She emerged from the path onto sands of still mauve
Still she journeyed the longing of night
The sand crabs they waltzed an impromptu improv
As she looked toward the morrow for light

The water was near and her wonder it fed
As she wandered the sparkling sand
For she still didn’t know where her destiny led
As she came to the end of the land

She stood at the brink of a nebulous shore
The waves they cried out an, “ahoy”!
She stepped in the wet and took two steps afore
And the warmth of the water was joy

Adrift in the tide bobbed a golden bijou
A gleaming and wondrous prize
Inlaid with spirals of tangerine hue
Each facet reflecting her eyes

Lost in the calming display of its face
Lulled by the orange tinted gold
A smile lit her face and her heart skipped a pace
As it called to her sweetly and bold

With a tentative grasp and not quite knowing why
She reached for the gem in mid swirl
She caressed it and sighed, rode a curious high
Her delight made her seem just a girl

But the edges were sharp and the touch left its mark
It drew from her one drop of blood
And her head was now light and the pain it was stark
Emotions poured in like a flood

The bauble it grew as she looked on enrapt
Its surface a translucent maze
She blinked and she gasped, enveloped and trapped
She swooned in a dizzying daze

She bobbled and tipped bouncing over the waves
Now riding inside the clear jewel
Floating past ominous rocks and sea caves
Above ocean both awesome and cruel

As the shore shrank away from the lady adrift
She wondered if she would survive
Cascading from plateau to crest into rift
Where her craft plunged her forth in a dive

The water was bright and the view through the walls
Of her glittering delicate cage
Was of myriad cliffs and of undersea falls
And of unending deserts of beige

Through jungles of coral and vast schools of fish
She felt herself pulled ever on
But she hoped that her journey would shortly finish
And she yearned for the daybreak of dawn

With first just a hint then suggestion of shape
A spire soon grew in her sight
And a palace below where she lit with a scrape
In the sands at the end of her flight

The walls of her cell seemed to shiver and peel
Her sight was eclipsed in a haze
A weight on her breast made her stagger and reel
Then dimmed like the moon out of phase

Against her breast lay her mysterious find
At the end of a silvery chain
And into the shadows the light of it shined
Brightly it waxed into wane

She paused to consider what fate may have dealt
And through a broad gate spied a court
Where a crystalline phalanx of armored men knelt
Beneath walls of a towering fort

Their heads bowed with glimmering swords in salute
Their armor shone into the gloom
Though wary she steeled herself, eyes resolute
And stepped forward to glory or doom

Toward the entry she crept to the castle’s great door
Past the kneeling brutes there arrayed
Entering a hall which she longed to explore
Then was lost in a grand colonnade

Past tapestries, portraitures, braziers aflame
Over carpets and rugs deep and lush
Gazing at objects that she could not name
But their beauty left her warmed and flush

Then spying an entry both massive and grand
She stepped into brilliance and dream
The opulence staggered, magnificence sang
And her heart beat with longing and need

At the end of the chamber she gazed at a king
His throne etched with glowing seaweed
His visage was fierce and she feared him a fiend
Though his eyes were both focused and keen

With trembling steps she approached the great lord
While his eyes seemed to drink of her soul
For though unafraid as she crossed the long court
She knew not…what his dark eyes forbode

Now standing before the sea king on his throne
She noted his features were fine
A beautiful man who seemed young yet so old
Then he leaned forward smiling wide

“I’ve called to you, Love, from the deep of the blue
I called to you, Dear, and you came
Now dance for me, Lady, now sing me a tune
Now lay with me under the waves”

His powerful voice echoed loudly and proud
As the throbbing bass shook to her core
The tone of it gentle yet tinged with a growl
His presumption now filled her with scorn

“I followed a path, I admired a beach
I swooned and I fell in a trap
You carried me here, snatched me out of the bleak
For what purpose I don’t understand”

“Pshaw” was his answer, he grinned a deep grin
“No one who comes here lacks want
No one may enter here on passing whim
These chambers of my beating heart

From the heights far above, from the what to the why
You’ve arrived in my kingdom, my sprite
What matter the reason or cause of your flight
Whether passion or through staid design”

He descended his throne with a deft subtle grace
An unnatural, radiant feat
In a flow was beside her as if in a feint
And he whispered these words in her ear

“I’ll show you the night and I’ll show you the stars
As they glow through the fathoms above
I’ll clothe you in raiment of beauteous art
From rays of moonlight they’ll be spun

And you’ll tell me stories of clouds and blue sky
And of mountain tops bathed in sunlight
And of creatures of air dappled fuchsia and lime
And of winds upon which their wings glide

Now give me your hand and my realm I will share
And my knowledge and treasures and throne
We’ll dine on rich foods and fine wines we’ll decant
Throughout these fair halls we will roam”

His words spoke of love, and of need and of hope
Of destiny, greatness and fate
Her mouth formed an O as she rose on tiptoes
And she sank into his deep embrace

Her body it sang in his light poignant touch
And she moaned in his lingering kiss
Her arching back forming a perfect crescent
But she suddenly feared his true wish

For she looked to the edge of the fabulous hall
And spied myriad gems there aligned
Each on a pedestal wrought of basalt
Each glowed with a flickering light

She felt herself blush as he tickled her breast
And felt his hand reach for her jewel
Then stiffened and pushed and was free with a wrest
The chain snapped, the jewel flew in a twirl

The moment was endless, she stood paralyzed
As the gem rose above both their heads
Then slowly it spiraled and on the floor smashed
Into fragments of oranges and reds

From afar she heard rumblings, the mighty hall quaked
“What have you done?” asked the king
Confused by his motionless questioning face
She spoke in the light’s darkening

“Your precious collection, my jewel you would steal
My innocence, love and free thought
How dare you presume with your form and your spiel
That that was the life that I sought”

He looked to the pedestals, black as the night
At the light from the objects they held
Great cracks in the floor opened wide in their sight
With a tumbling crash the gems fell

The throne was atilt, blocks fell from above
Seawater began rushing in
He turned to her sadly but smiling with love
And spoke these fell words through the din

“Day does not come here nor sun ever rise
Blue sky was never my fate
And though through these halls silvery beams gleam and shine
Through the eons no golden rays play

With each passing moon you’ve arrived at my door
And with wonder and lingering grace
Left many a jewel that in awe I adore
They’ve brought hope and great joy to this place

Our time has been short and now ends with the dawn
But perchance once again we may meet
In dream fields of straw amid flute playing fauns
Or on cloud tops of billowing cream

Know that you’re loved, My Dear, know that I care
Know that you’ll ever be missed
At the edge of the sunrise, the rim of the dusk
From the deepest dark depths of the sea”

Before she could speak she was lost in a rush
Of cascading sea and debris
Lost amid torrents and currents and crush
Then darkness, then nothing but sleep

She awoke in her bed with an ache in her heart
And vaguely mysterious memories
Of mountain and sea and of halls of fine art
A lost bauble, a beautiful king

But deep in her breast she felt no emptiness
She felt rhythms of freedom and light
And a hope and a joy she could not quite express
And a pulsating gem in her heart

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Crust Lust

Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
Our time is but short and all turns to rust
One day is boom and the next one is bust
A moment of wonder then one of disgust
It’s not always fair and it’s never quite just
But if ever you falter do this to adjust
Embrace simple pleasures, be ever robust
In closing words I’d say my main thrust
Is that once every day we should make pie a must
Take it on faith and accept it in trust
I prefer mine with a warm flakey crust

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Acceptance and Acknowledgement

“Accept” he wished with all his heart
But could the word suffice?
I’m just a man like other men
And seek the life that’s nice
To follow bliss and bask in joy
And play and waste my time
Without a care, without a thought
Without a reasoned rhyme

“Acknowledge” was her sharp reply
And wrapped them both in verse
Wondering and questioning
To ferret out his truths
How can you wander here and there
And leave me to our home?
When play and bliss and joy and fun
Are things for which I long
It’s great you seek a freer life
It’s swell, it’s neat, it’s grand
You’ve gone away, you’ve let me down
Now all alone I stand

Come with me Love, he beckoned
And he nibbled on her ear
He stroked her hair and held her close
And wiped away her tears
The waters warm, the sun is bright
The air is crisp and pure
The future offers light and hope
And freedom from our fear

How can I? was her mournful plea
When I’m away as well
My heart sought freedom from my life
And left me to my toil
What beats inside is longing
Like a passel of caged doves
It’s constant cadence memories of who perhaps I was
I once was young, I once was loved
I once dreamt dreams so big
But now I only ask myself for reasons left to live

You’re caring and you’re loving
And you’re smart and smell of spring
You’ve walked with me and watched me grow
You’re pretty and you’re sweet
Your poise and grace and elegance
Capacity for pain
Make me who I want to be
A man who’s worth your praise
A man both wise and caring
And a man who has a voice
A man who’s chosen you to love
While on his path of choice

I’m happy that you’re free to play
And happy for your voice
In you I’m proud and strong and young
And troubles I can face
But where you go I cannot come
You’ve made that all too clear
For all your talk of beck and call
I fear you just don’t care

My Darling Dear I’ll stay with you
Together we’ll grow old
But come with me and we’ll set sail
For whereabouts unknown
We’ll travel and we’ll wander
And we’ll finely drink and dine
We’ll marvel in the scenery
Seek roads to the sublime

But you seek paths away from me
You plan for your escape
You’ll try to lose me in the woods
Left there in some dark place
I’m frightened and I’m wary
And I don’t trust your embrace
You’ll wander far away from me
While I still seek my pace
Just go away, live free, be young
Find your precious dream
But all your talk of travelling
It makes me want to scream

I would go and not return
If ever there was doubt
Of you and I and Us and love
And freedoms we both want
For you are you and I am I
And we are two made one
Together we can take the world
And surely have some fun
I like you and I love you
And I know you feel the same
We’ll frolic in the sunshine
And we’ll tiptoe through the rain

Your words are dear and charming
And they fill my soul with want
But how can I come with you
When I’m not what you could want?
I’ve feet of clay that’d slow you
On your journey into dream
My shoes are old and shabby
And my clothes frayed at their seams

I’ll make you fine new clothing
And I’ll cobble through the night
I want you more than precious life
I’ll bathe your feet in wine
I’ll scrape them and I’ll scrub them
And I’ll peel away the clay
So you can jump and skip and fly
Together we’ll away

Why ask this thing to travel thus
Of what joy could I be?
What pleasure in a companion
Who looks and sounds like me?
You’re brave and strong and confident
You’re sure and keen and good
I spent a lifetime grooming you
Go live your life and love

You’re beautiful
You’re quick and sharp
With voice of dulcet tones
I’m frightened and I’m wary
And I cannot run alone
Your gentle ministrations
And your calming graceful air
Have made me someone special
Made me someone who may dare
To follow bliss and bask in joy
And play and waste my time
But without you the joy is gone
The hope dead on the vine
Come play with me
Come dance and sing
Be ever at my side
My strength and core and love of life
Forever we’re entwined

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Sweet Morning Air

He taught her, his lamb, how to properly care
He spoke to her, showed her, unveiled his plan
His grand expectations and thesis on love
He bared and he shared with his dearest, his dove
He sought the right words and he groped for the path
He served it all up like a great fatted calf

She focused and gave, bent backwards and stretched
Aroused and submitted, deconstructed herself
Offered up intellect, passion and touch
Provided fresh will, clothed herself in his thought
Cried and resisted, struggled and strained
She fed from his palm and she ate from his plate
Let him cry on her shoulder and drank of his pain
Tended his wounds, stripped the stain from his shame

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In Flight

Once flying high in your embrace I met your gaze and thought your face
A vast landscape, a bio-sphere, a village with a storied past
The home to many hard working folk each with a history all their own
Of home and hearth and love and work
Of progress and of pain
Of planting and of wanting and of waiting for the rain
Red fertile earth, pure mountain streams
The slow yet steady rhythmic cadence of a plow herds cart on a cobblestoned path
Your smile and touch and warmth and scent, your softness and your strength
From within the clouds I breathed the fields, the thirsty windswept plains
Amidst the birds, the humid air, above the jagged cliffs
The waterfalls and colored bows and gently rising mist
Lost in the hue, a-near the Sun, of purple once dark blue
Afraid I’d not return this time, afraid I’d lost my way
Fearing height and fearing light, unable to release
I heard your cry, your beck and call, your passion and your prayer
And like a cloud about to burst I shed a single tear

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Gone Missing

Little Miss Blue a-fairing would go
To ride the rides and see the shows
Whilst on her way she spied a lack
Her bag was gone, she held no sack

She searched and sought and seeked and spied
Made longs lists of where it might hide
The corner drug, the grocery store, the dentist office waiting room?
The parking lot, the playground slide, the forest path beside mushrooms?

Over here and over there and back and forth again
Her living room, her dining nook, the closet in the den
Under rocks and over barrels, behind the barnyard shed
From brook to vale to traffic light along her path she sped

She’ll look and lack and long and lust but never find her prize
For all her vigor, vim and verve and all her weary sighs
She dreams the bag, she dreams the fair, she dreams the fruitless quest
Awake! Arise! Arrive! Attain! Her hunt is but a jest!

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Easter

A letter from the Easter Bunny (for ages 15,10,10,5)

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